Hey! Ive not been updating my LJ for quite a while now. LOL! Ive been feeling like a total loser for these past few weeks. I just cant keep other people happy. I dnt know why, but i keep feeling like this. Family, friends and love. Im struggling to be honest. My temper is getting terrible. Even i cant handle it. I feel that i need to chill and do not let m feelings control my actions. I apologies to the people i love, especially Shan. Ive been treating u like shit. I mention i would have break your face!!?? Im really regretting it now.  I know how you feel about me now. I wanna change your impression on me. I also beg you ti show care and concern to me now because i really need it. I know you do but show it please. At least try. I hope you can bear with me for the remaining years of our life to come. With that, i would like to say a millions sorries to you.

I know im in  the wrong for getting pissed. But seriusly, just forget it. You dont have to say that ur in the right evrytime. Its kind of irritating. I really dont know how to feel. Really.. Hope u can just understand how i feel. You might thing its a stupid thing to argue about but its like u could have told me that u were sleepy.  Yeah.. Basically, just drop this shit k.

oann
Im  just bored! SERIUSLY!! But the class is the same. Full of racist jokes and critism. They never fail to make me laugh. Feeling sleepy too. Oh yeah, i cant wait for 4th of july! Beach! Beach! Beach! Just gonna chill and have fun with Shan. Really cant wait! Im off to do my presentation now. Bye! Take care people!!